Long time no see

 Como eu amo e odeio 

Amo - a ponto de sentir doer o corpo, na falta 

Odeio - cada parte disso que não me era necessária

Não era o tempo, não! 

Não era o tempo de florescer

Nem botões na roseira haviam brotado 

Como pode nascer algo forçado? 

Agora o tempo é toda hora

A qualquer momento

Não tem mistério só conhecimento

Um caminho de águas escorrendo 

Mas o agora também é tempo 

E no tempo tudo cabe 

E não cabe ao mesmo tempo 

Endurece, enrijece

Quem disse que não cresce? 

Corpo e mente no mesmo passo 

Compasso e velocidade

A cabeça explodindo

Cores num labirinto 

Mas há sombras também 

Sombras pelo caminho 

Nesse encontro atemporal 

Ação e pensamento 

Lembranças distantes e de momentos 

Que as vezes nem foram perfeitos

No final é só mais um corpo 

Na carne, o desejo 

Jogada na cama com um rio que inflama 

As vergonhas e dores no meu peito 

Hope

 I hope all that we had not to be forgotten by you. I hope you miss my touch, my kisses, my cuddles and tenderness. Of course not like I do but it was so real and I know you enjoyed every moment, every single moment of love we had together. I know cuz you'd always tell me how soft my kisses were and how you could feel comfortable on my skin. And I remember you face of joy everytime I was cuddling with you. What happened to that? It just disappeared? I know you miss it too. Don't play though. Not even the most though man would resist such thing. It was pure love expressed in gestures. In kindness. The purest feeling shared with the purest actions. And you enjoyed everything. You had free pass to my heart and don't try to deny that you loved every moment of being inside it. It was soft, warm, cozy. You had all the benefits of being loved. Truly loved. And you used it. You cherished my pure love expressions. You had it all but you refused to feel it for me. You touched my sky but never opened the doors for yours. I broke the heavy armour of my pride for you but you locked yourself even more into yours. Do you think that is fair? Do you think that is right? I know I gave it for free but should you use it this way and then just leave me open and bleeding? Exposed and weak. Totally vulnerable and it was because of you. I'm not blaming but I don't carry this responsibility alone.