Bad weather

 I'm tired - nothing gives me pleasure anymore

I miss you in every way possible

This is such a long road to take 

And I can't go faster 

I can't drive any faster 

I'm going slow 

It is raining hard but not one of those beautiful rains 

The sky is dark gray and the drops are heavy 

It's hard to see the road and it's warnings 

And I need to stop from mile to mile 

To be sure I won't hit anything

There's no rainbow in the sky 

There's no gold in the end of the journey 

There's only rain and wind

And this cold weather that consumes me 

And it's getting darker and darker

And I need to slow down even more 

Sometimes I just stop my car and step out side

And let the rain get me wet 

Let is wash my body and soul 

And I don't know how many miles I still have to drive 

And don't know how much time it's gonna take 

I don't know if this bad weather will even end 

I just keep on driving without hope